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“Women and books would teach his middle age …”

“Vocation,” by W. H. Auden (Part XII of “The Quest”)

Incredulous, he stared at the amused
Official writing down his name among
Those whose request to suffer was refused.

The pen ceased scratching: though he came too late
To join the martyrs, there was still a place
Among the tempters for a caustic tongue

To test the resolution of the young
With tales of the small failings of the great,
And shame the eager with ironic praise.

Though mirrors might be hateful for a while,
Women and books would teach his middle age
The fencing wit of an informal style,
To keep the silences at bay and cage
His pacing manias in a worldly smile.

 

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“Winter,” Stepan Kolesnikov

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“I won the Queen because my hair was red.”

“The Lucky,” by W. H. Auden (Part XV. of “The Quest”)

Suppose he’d listened to the erudite committee,
He would have only found where not to look;
Suppose his terrier when he whistled had obeyed,
It would not have unearthed the buried city;
Suppose he had dismissed the careless maid,
The cryptogram would not have fluttered from the book.

“It was not I,” he cried as, healthy and astounded,
He stepped across a predecessor’s skull;
“A nonsense jingle simply came into my head
And left the intellectual Sphinx dumbfounded;
I won the Queen because my hair was red;
The terrible adventure is a little dull.”

Hence Failure’s torment: “Was I doomed in any case,
Or would I not have failed had I believed in Grace?”

 

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Rosso Fiorentino & Pontormo: Angeletto con liuto, 1518

Guys, Covid is real.

I know at least four people who’ve contracted it, one of whom died.  The remaining three got very, verrrry sick.  Trust me, the disease is often no picnic for those who survive it.

Please be careful.





Cover for Trent Reznor and Atticus Ross’ “The Vietnam War (Original Score)” Album, 2017

Vinyl.  Universal Music Enterprises, The Null Corporation.  Music for Ken Burns and Lynn Novick’s PBS documentary series “The Vietnam War.”

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Men of a certain age …

W. H. Auden called the mid-twentieth century The Age of Anxiety. It was the title of a book-length epic poem that won him a 1948 Pulitzer Prize, and it depicted his perception of the loneliness and isolation of the mid-twentieth century.  (I have not read it.)

Auden set it in a bar in New York City.  (He actually immigrated there in 1939; many casual poetry readers are unaware that he had dual citizenship with Britain and America.)

I wonder what Auden would think of the early 21st Century, here at his adopted home. I t started with the September 11 terror attacks and has arrived at a pandemic that has killed 443,000 Americans (along with nearly 94,000 back in his native Britain).  Evictions and unemployment have predictably risen right along with the deaths.

And America seems the closest now to civil war since … the actual Civil War began in 1861.  (We did, after all, see one side storm the Capitol to attack its democratically elected government.)

I’ll bet our anxiety could give Auden’s a run for its money.




Poster for “The Monster That Challenged The World” (1957)

United Artists.

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The Piker Press features “Ode to a New Black Ballpoint Pen”

I’m honored today to see my short poem “Ode to a New Black Ballpoint Pen” appear over at The Piker Press!  You can find it right here.

Thanks, as always, to Editor Sand Pilarski for allowing me to be a part of The Piker Press community!




Poster for “Marked Woman” (1937)

Warner Bros.

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VRNNMMM. VRRRRNNMM-NMM-NMM.

Dammit, I want Covid to be over.

I miss sidling quietly through heavy crowds at the mall making lightsaber sounds.

Seriously, you guys should hear my lightsaber impression. I have a really deep voice and I can do this vvvvvibrating thing with it that sounds straight out of the movies.   Work once stopped for a full afternoon at my first job because my co-workers wanted me to call every department on the phone and do it for them.  I was legend.